My friend is keeping his distance from me. He's a JW and i think his dads warned him off a bit, sees me as apostate cos i had my friend doubting, i was asking questions and after he failed to answer he then said "so...are you suggesting the society have it wrong or lie?" i said no, i don't wanna fall out with him again.
Another person i know wants to go to a meeting to see for herself how bad the dubs are, considering saying no actually cos not only do i know a lot of people in local congregations, its gonna mess with her head and mine. No way i want that.
Mum still refuses to answer me on the books in my room, but she isn't happy about the Crisis of Conscience book, somehow she knows what it is lol...i don't mind removing (hiding) that.
Stepdad keeps putting his key in the door at night. If i am out already, i can't get back in. Its getting stupid cos its all about control. My friend was here and even though it was late, he said oh er she'll have to go now. I said well were going on a midnight walk and then i'd have to take her back. If you put the key in the lock, i can't get back in. He didn't care, he said "well dont' go then". But i still had to walk her home, and even in that short time he'd lock me out, so i had to wake mum up and get her to tell him. STUPIDITY OR WHAT!! the man is a prick.
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Mum also on Church books in my room (again). We discussed how she has her books in EVERY room in the house (even mine, though secretly i want them for research purposes) and that i can't have mine out of view in my room. I went on how its selfish and not right that just because she has the message of Jesus and The society all confused and thinks she is 'in' the 'truth' that i have to have my books outta the house. No answer as of yet, still..........