Jesus! Debate about him, deny him, accuse him of being gay, laugh at him, accuse him of causing all of life’s miseries. But you cannot prove he does not exist. Some respond by saying “you cant prove that he DOES exist! To a person who only knows things about him that is true, but to a person who KNOWS him, its crazy to hear people say he doesn’t exist. It’s like saying our greatest grandparents from 536 C.E didn’t exist!
I’ll go out on a limb here, I know him…do I sound deluded? I never had a lightning experience, I didn’t hear a voice from heaven, I didn’t have a goose bump experience. I never sought such, as a JW anything like that scared me and I would never have believed it if anything like that did happen. I’d have put such an experience down to the deception of the devil. But today I know him personally and I can not explain how that happened, I know when it happened but its not just an intellectual thing were a person can say it happened like this “A.B.C” There is intellect involved but to put it into intellectual terms leaves me struggling. One day I understood that he is not a doctrine to argue about, he is a person that exists in the here and now, I met him as that person. He didn’t give me all the answers to life’s injustices on a plate, but just peace of mind and stability and the understanding that he is real.
Because of this and my knowing him, I cant deny he exists and if I said I didn’t know him I would be lying to myself!
So anyhow, I don’t belong to a church, I don’t go to church, so its open to interpretation what religion I am, however I do understand those who say they “know” Christ. I have a relationship (mostly floundering) with him and I never feel insecure or eager to have to defend what I know. I would consider myself to be “backslidden” or simply rebellious by many peoples standards, but I don’t give a hoot, that doesn’t change my relationship.
OK, people usually say “ah well I’m happy you have found something to believe in..” but I would be interested in discussing the psychology surrounding the above …? Something a little bit deeper than "your a nut" would be appreciated..lol
Brummie