I remember it well, the day I decided that I no longer wanted to be a witness. It was November of 1995.I was an Elder preparing my Watchtower study when I saw the generation change in the study article. No longer was the generation that saw 1914 the genration that would see the end of the world. I realized that the Watchtower did not hove a lock on the truth, they were just groping like everybody else, so I decided to fade. It wasn't until I got on the internet (also in 1995) that I realized that the Watchtower was so malevolent and controlling, so now I'm out and happy.