I am nearly 70 years of age. Have spent 20-25 years in the org. many of these years as an elder. Big family (6 children) wife still in. To find our reasons why the WBTS, cannot possible have the truth, I have spent more than 3 years, at a university, this being over 60 years of age. Trying to study History of Ideas and Science, and Theoretical Philosophy. All these studies confirmed my earlier doubts which I have had since baptized. Luckily enough managed to “save” all my 6 children out of the org. Feeling that even my wife slowly is fading.