married 42 years in August. Unhappy with my marriage to a jw. Joined jw 1974 to 1985 to help marriage. Husband walked out of marriage and I walked out of religion. Left us for 9months no money had to go on welfare. Worked for 20 years and life a very lonley life. Want to get out of this sometime in February when I get Social Security. Will not give up my life for him to have everlasting life. Anyone in the same situation be it male or female would like to keep in touch.