Raised a JW since age 5 till my DFing at age 20. Spent 10 years trying to drop the JW baggage and did it. Believe me true happiness is not being a JW. I'm a full time Dad and student. After much study in a wide variety of religions I chose Wicca as my central belief system. Don't bother crying Satan worshiper. Satan is a god made up in the christian belief system.