I guess I was a lousy JW because I was never very good at preparing for all the meetings. The "special needs" talk would point out how a good dub will buy out the opportune time. How? Start the day with the Daily Text, next listen to the WT on tape as you drive to work. Also, daily bible reading during the lunch break. More indoctrination but we bought into it. Lets not forget the family study, personal study and your 5 weekly meetings(now its less), field service, incindential witnessing.
Well, I never did do the daily text. Any takers- where you the model witness. It just wore me out and the guilt piled up and up, so I finally walked.
What has been your experience?