There is a JW that works where I do at the hospitol.
She brought a patient to my desk and looked right through me.......spoke to the woman next to me and went on.
Well, I thought she might not have recognized who I was (these new glasses)
Today I was approaching her in the hall and she saw me and looked the other way.........I waved at her and said HEEEAY! and smiled real big.....as I was passing her. She turned around and said Oh hey.
It does not bother me personally, and now after not going to meetings for two years (only one) I should expect it.
I have a feeling my fading out is going to need to come to a head. Word must be really buzzing around as this sister does not go to the congo I went to but we have mutual friends.
I have had plenty of time to sort out my thoughts and feelings about the organization.
I don't feel like I have gone apostate against Jehovahs Witnesses as much as I will never be part of any organized religion. Most are out there hailing they have the truth and be ready for mass destruction, the only way to survive is to join them.
After researching the beginnings of Scientology I thought how can ANYONE know that and be a part of it? Not much difference in knowing what I know about the WT.
I will not rush forward and DA myself ......Im not made to be confrontational. They can do whatever they feel impelled to do. I feel sorry that there is such constant divisions happening on the whole Planet. Everyone seems to need to be part of a club or a club expects them to conform for association.
I will take my chances alone. I will survive with those who are open minded and loving. Willing to think out of the box. Ones that leave their options open to new ideas and people............willing to agree to disagree in peace.
Thanks for letting me go on,
I thank everyone for helping me to get to this place in my life. So many do not post here anymore.
sf..........amazing isnt it?