Inner conversation:
I'm not worthy,, no I am worthy,,no your not,,yes I am,, no your not,,I am,,no your not,,am so,,am not.
Just what is being worthy all about?? How does one judge weather one is worthy or not??? Who sets the standard?? ,,,We do personally I guess(?). Negative, positive, can I have both or do I have to reject one,,or should I be 95% positive and have only 5% negative I don't know. The JW's religion alway made me feel that it was good to feel not worthy,,just a worthless slave who is doing what he ought to have done. I guess I'm worthy but worthy as in how much am I worth and so that's how worthy I am. JW's estimate their worth based on the estimation of worth the war god of the jews "jehovah of armies" places on them and to him the nations are dust on the scales,, so not very worthy is just one person,, unless he is jesus christ or abraham. Jehovah's views of humans is,, if they don't worship me like I deserve I'll just wipe out thier whole family that way everybody can have fear of me and bow before me with trembling and great fear.
Just what is being worthy all about?? How does one judge weather one is worthy or not??? Who sets the standard?? ,,,We do personally I guess(?). Negative, positive, can I have both or do I have to reject one,,or should I be 95% positive and have only 5% negative I don't know. The JW's religion alway made me feel that it was good to feel not worthy,,just a worthless slave who is doing what he ought to have done. I guess I'm worthy but worthy as in how much am I worth and so that's how worthy I am. JW's estimate their worth based on the estimation of worth the war god of the jews "jehovah of armies" places on them and to him the nations are dust on the scales,, so not very worthy is just one person,, unless he is jesus christ or abraham. Jehovah's views of humans is,, if they don't worship me like I deserve I'll just wipe out thier whole family that way everybody can have fear of me and bow before me with trembling and great fear.