BugEye, HadEnough, Frenchy (nice to see ya, Frenchy!) you all hit the nail square on the head, I believe. I know that was a big reason I was in there, and the loss of that dream was the hardest to face when I came out. That's why I'm not usually nasty to the new ones coming out, or fighting to keep their "dream". It's an understandable state of being, and it takes time to come out of the fog the WTBTS creates around your head.
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