aahhh orangefatcat, I am so sorry for this pain you have. More than anything, the division of what this cult causes in families bothers me more than anything. This is not natural. My mother like yours will never leave. I know that there is no way to look at this in a positive way, but perhaps if you focus on those words said that she loved you, hang on to those words, for I am sure this is hard on her as well. You said she did not shed a tear, but I have to wonder if when you were gone and she was back in her room, if she might have weeped as you have. It's that damn organization that is doing this.. and our family still brainwashed and stuck in, really think they are setting the example of helping us return to save our lives..
sad they don't know they are wasting precious time when we could be together. I hate that. We should be able to have our families in our lives to LOVE. This is so wrong..
PLEASE take with this ((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))) of understanding.. and remember we care!
I am so sorry!
~Sassy~ (sns)