(((OFC)))
You did the right thing. As already mentioned, kindness kills. Your love and concern will tay with her, eating at her and creating all kinds of cognitive dissonance. After all, according to the WTS, people who leave are evil, hate-spewing apostates, not compassionate and kind unselfish. Then maybe one day another little crack in her armor will appear, then another.
In the meantime, continue to vent here. And try and focus on the moment, stay in the present, and have yourself a great holiday.