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I was brought to tears after reading your post....
This cult can be so blinding to most( jws)....Just remember, you are the better person, by going to see your mom....
I sense that she wanted to break free for 2.3 secs, but hen backed away again...I Cant even comprened of not having my mom or dad in my life....
Your husband sounds so compassionate for you, and you sound sooo thankful to have him....
I do hope that one day your mom will see the light, that she is causing you so much pain....My fear is though, she sounds like she is from the old books, do it just like the book....
Your in my thoughts today OFC......Do have a wonderful Christmas, you have your hubby that loves you very much...take -care
Morty