Wait until you get to the chapter on the Misue of Disfellowshiping. If that won't make you foam-at-the mouth then you are not sufficiently motiviated.
Look at that picture of that 80-90+ plus old guy (Percy, something) I've loaned my copy out, so I cannot reference it right now. Here's a guy with what? fifty years of service to the Corp.? He's DFd for questioning the "generation" issue, which the society quietly changed later. He DIED DF and he had it RIGHT to begin with.
Who are these assholes who screw up people's lives, and why will not the R&F stop these assholes from hurting people any longer?
I don't know. I'm doin' MY best!
Farkel