Steve, when I met you as "big" Brian at the first BBQ last year, I asked you specifically about how you came to terms with leaving the truth when you did, and you gave the perfect answer just as you do now. And that is such a source of stregnth to others however young or old, and that helps their healing process also. I suppose I started very young with the "what if's?"; my father also died without blood.
To be greatful for every day and to be sure that what we are today is more than the sum of our lives.