Gumby,
Traumatizing because the books are destroying all my long held beliefs about the WTS .
Although I have been researching since January, nothing I have read has so far has been as powerful. I can rationalize away much of the stuff I've read here (as well as other places), but what Franz writes cannot easily be pushed aside.
It means that I have to seriously rethink most everything I believed in since I first started studying with the Witnesses.
It's actually physically painful. My stomach is in knots, I'm near tears.
I do believe all Franz has written, but I can't believe it. Do you understand what I mean?
Rosemarie