dark clouds	Re: Common Psychological Problems of Mind Manipul
	Jang: Thanks for taking the time, Personally, I have at one time or another exhibited up to 12 of the disorders mentioned above, thankfully not simultaneously. It seems that most of these were experienced earlier on, closer to the time i walked out. With time i feel i have grown out of most of these, but not all. There is always the lingering feeling of the loss of youth, and wasted years that creeps up ever so often---the ever wondering what if. A combination of maturity, acceptance, and tolerance of what has occured has helped me deal and helped me change my outlook. For every experience shapes the soul, and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Cliche i know but true. Accepting I believe is not only the hardest step but the one that gets us closer to healing quickest. For once we accept and acknowledge what it is that triggers us we can begin the process of debugging. It definitely takes a deal of effort along with patience and love for oneself to want to evolve past the experience. This disorder can be the result of months or years of subjection to totalitarian control. I strongly feel that it is the young minds that suffer most when they are exposed to this during their formative years , As is why i make reference to your quote, not only because it strikes a chord in me but because this damage induced to these minds that are not given a choice in the matter continues when they are dragged in unknowingly. Knowing how many creative souls are being reaped and that these are being affected with this totalitarian domination is heartwrenching. CHUCK
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