Recovering your old personality will come I think, as you correct all the shit the WT put in your head. It seems to me everyday I find myself changing, almost like I'm makeing up for lost time.
And you're an excellent example of that. If your current rate of "progress" is any indication, you'll have all that time made up in no time. I don't know any other ex-JW who has changed as much as you have including those online, and considering the fact that you haven't been out all that long I think you'd have to agree that you've changed A LOT! I'm sure there are others out there who have as well, but they probably don't talk about it so much. Well, I hope they do talk about it a bit more and others listen to them.