Double Edge	Re: spritual hunger
	LyinEyes - I'm not an Ex-JW (or JW), so I can't speak from that experience, however I agree with the previous comments from AGuest. Don't be so hard on yourself...live your life, seek after good and positive things. If I were in your shoes, I would keep it simple and read the Gospels..Matthew, Mark, Luke and John (I especially like John).. To me they speak from The Saviour. I like the other books, but I think people get caught up in the various interpretations and start sounding like Pharesses and scribes with jots and tittles. When I read The Gospels, sometimes I feel like I'm transported back to that time and I'm peeking in on how Jesus handled his journey on this earth (like we must do). By praying, exercising a little faith, answers do come, a little at a time and in their own, right season. There is a non-demoniational little magazine called "Guideposts" that a friend of my gets (I get them second hand). I enjoy reading it. They're inspirational stories from everyday people in their spiritual 'quests' ... I think it could be a 'positive' in your life and might point you in the direction you wish to explore. Just a thought.
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