to this thought....
It appears the VAST MAJORITY are not interested in seeking God out.
Most people I know are interested only in beer, sex, and music, having a good time.
They hardly ever THINK about the God question.
And that is OUR curse (celtic, yours and mine).We are neither twixt nor twain. Our experience in the dubs robbed us of the capacity for the ordinary pleasures of ordinary life. While we are constantly torn between a desire to find God and the desire to have the ordinary life we missed out on.
That is the question that plagues me.
Why has this happened to ME?
Why couldnt I just be an ordinary, content, beer swilling, bonking, moron like everyone else?
I can be neither the Devils nor Gods.
It appears the VAST MAJORITY are not interested in seeking God out.
Most people I know are interested only in beer, sex, and music, having a good time.
They hardly ever THINK about the God question.
And that is OUR curse (celtic, yours and mine).We are neither twixt nor twain. Our experience in the dubs robbed us of the capacity for the ordinary pleasures of ordinary life. While we are constantly torn between a desire to find God and the desire to have the ordinary life we missed out on.
That is the question that plagues me.
Why has this happened to ME?
Why couldnt I just be an ordinary, content, beer swilling, bonking, moron like everyone else?
I can be neither the Devils nor Gods.