Oompa,
Sorry to hear about your depression...
IMHO, Fading takes a psychological toll...You're living in a world you no longer believe in, and this is frustrating.
I know that officially doing the DA is tough also, but perhaps it's time for you to start establishing a life outside of JWs...
Get new friends and meet new real people outside of JWs or even JWD... or meet JWDers in person. But get back to your life, not a make believe fading situation.
It looks like I'll be officially out by the end of the month... I'll post more details on another thread today...