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alonesince leaving


Since I left 3+ months ago, I've have been going through many changes.  First, I have developed a host of physical ailments, most I believe related to stress and coming out in my body.  I had always been pretty healthy, except for the depression, but now it seems everything is falling apart.  Also, lately I have been SOOO ANGRY & have almost NO PATIENCE!!!!  I don't know if it's because I didn't allow myself to have those feelings for 20 years, putting on that "new personality", & everything was surpressed or what.  Did anyone have any similar feelings after leaving?  It could also be being in therapy and dealing with "issuses", or a combination of both, I only know I've been blowing the horn in the car more & more, I tore into a co worker yesterday because I didn't like what she said to me, and today, I gave another co worker a look that said I don't like what you just said.  I'm a bit out of control....

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