Ballistic,
Qoute: “ it took me 2 years of being out and wondering why I had been disfellowshipped when I was sure I had a clean concience before God before I started to doubt.”
I have been doubting for many years. Waiting for many years for the GB to change. When I resigned as PO about 4 years ago I was going to quit completely and fade away. But they started letting up on some issues like Alternative to Military service, voting and blood. I kept telling myself this is no time to give up on them. But the web and Ray’s books finished off my doubts by changing them to convictions.
Quote:; “Can this really be kept up, or will you like me, go through anger and much emotion at what is going on?”
I have been angry for many years over experiences such as yours. I feel less angry now that I have taken a stand. I anticipate I will have some emotions if and when they catch me. But the will be my next level of liberation.
Hope you still have your “clean conscience before God”.
Jst2laws