sf	Re: Victims of Groupthink
	"What is the current light on oral sex?" "Performing" oral sex on my worldly, then-boyfriend, lead to my dissed fellow shippedoutment. Hmmmmm, wonder if they would have dfed me if it was a member (pun) of the congregation.(ponders) Incidently, I've been thinking about goin to a hypno-therapist to extract "that day", anda few others that lead up to the act of disfellowshippment all those years ago. Although, I do recall a fair amount, there is much buried and non-accessable. And I'm ready to Re-call now so I can stop this "knife" from severing my very soul. A family member who WITNESSED the destruction and disintegration of our family nucleus back then, recommended her therapist who hyp-ed her and as able to extract out krap from her childhood re: abuse by her father. It's a bit exciting to hope thatt I can become free from this pain and harbouring anger I feel almost daily. It isn't easy to WITNESS the "truth" about this criminally corrupt book publishing corporation...aka "religion", and NOT go through waves of rage. I fully understand and comprehend Tallys dialog. I fully concur with his thoughts and feelings. He is just a much better writer than I. Yet, he conveys it the way I only wish I could. It seems, everyday, something is disclosed, scanned and documented as truth about certain corrupt activities within this organization. I call it "scar tissue". And when you bump a scar, it hurts like hell. I know. I have quite alot of them...inside and out. Sometimes I wish I COULD shut my mindseye off and be in total darkness. Yet, that would be very foolish! I cannot risk walking around with my "eyes" wide shut. Was "pure light"/"truth" meant(designed) to Be so painfully Blind? sKally, world's so bright, gotta where shades klass
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