AWAKENED at GILEAD- I'm afraid it is going to be touch and go with you my friend in regards to your marriage. I hope not- but prepare for the worst. Then if it doesn't happen - you'll be more pleasantly surprised. I was married to a witness woman 19 years till 1998. Her first love was , always will be , and forever future - Jehovah God and the organization. We split before I got disfellowshipped for 4 years in 1998. We never had a close, intimate , personal satisfying emotional or sexual relationship - because every ounce of her energy went to the witness organization. In time - I found out about the " real truth" about the truth , and saw that because of different beliefs and priorities in life - we never would have worked out anyway. It worked out for the best - she remarried a " newbie " witness, I married a great "worldly gal"! No regrets.
You may find this out yourself in time . Sometimes in life - it's better to make a new start in the future with someone we are more suited with , than trying to beat a dead horse . Just my humble opinion from experience. Good luck to you, hope you have success. Peace out, Mr. Flipper