I'm still with my wife. Alas over time I have come to realize that she represents the last chain that links me to witness beliefs. She doesn't go to meetings but its not because she knows they're full of sh!t, but she doesn't want to be there and I'm not there.
I have told her time and again that there is no way I will go back. Thing is to be honest religous belief has nothing to do with it. I want out. I no longer believe in the concept of marriage and love. The whole structure of romantic love and living happily ever after is a lie. Its a fairytale belief that is used to control and enslave people in bonds of commitment that really benefits no one.
I realize that my beliefs are an extreme view of relationships, But, this is how I feel. What the future holds I dont know. Its a wonder I have held on this long.
I have told her time and again that there is no way I will go back. Thing is to be honest religous belief has nothing to do with it. I want out. I no longer believe in the concept of marriage and love. The whole structure of romantic love and living happily ever after is a lie. Its a fairytale belief that is used to control and enslave people in bonds of commitment that really benefits no one.
I realize that my beliefs are an extreme view of relationships, But, this is how I feel. What the future holds I dont know. Its a wonder I have held on this long.