Joel,The negative feelings are coming up because they need to be healed.Don't try to ignore them. Pay close attention to them. What are they trying to tell you? What needs to be healed? How can you heal this specific situation? See if there is someway you can experience what is coming up in your emotions and combine it with grace. The problem is the solution.
"The God that comes before skepticism may bear little resemblence to the God that comes after."M. Scott Peck (The Road Less Traveled)
"The God that comes before skepticism may bear little resemblence to the God that comes after."M. Scott Peck (The Road Less Traveled)