Zero,
If anyone sounded like they needed a career change, it's you. Sounds like your job is running you into the ground.
Me? I'm so much healthier mentally and emotionally. I no longer stare out the window wishing someone would visit me. I'm so busy with college and taking 100% responsibility for my successes and failures that when I feel a crappy mood coming on, I do something constructive about it. I have friends that know I'm out of the JW's and into Wicca and paganism and that's just fine with them. I've got the right friends and am still looking out for more potential friends. I feel so upbeat most of the time, it's silly! I've never felt good like this before. Making my own decision based on my own reasons is just the bees knees!!!
Blessed Beltane! Blessed Bee's knees!