My experience with the psycho-psychiatric community is that they gloss over, completely, the inner relationship between a human's heart and the heart of God.
They don't get it; they talk around it. Loving God, who's not "in the room" is a matter that psychology doesn't abide with at all; and it doesn't matter which church you find as a sanctuary after leaving the Witnesses.
Psychiatry will try to talk you out of all spirituality because they are strictly behaviorist; and psychology will try to talk you right in to the Occult and New Age unitarian/universalist concepts.
I don't know if that's where you want to go. And I don't know whether that (reverting to agnosticism or the Occult) is a better place than being a programmed mind-controlled Witness.
My choice was to stay with Jehovah and become an itinerant in the world, just as Jews in the Diaspora are itinerants. And my testimony is, that's not a bad option. I've attended a lot of different churches, with no apparent harm to myself; and I have allowed Jehivah God to Guide my steps. (No, I've never related very strongly to Jesus, because I grew up in a Jewish family in the first place.) In the process, I have left behind fear, rejection, shame and the sense that I had no place in the world. I had adrenal tumors six years ago that threatened to kill me; but they went away--or at least their symptoms did. I'm okay now.
I hope, whatever path you find to take, that your experience will be freeing, as mine has been.
: ) Emily