Dan
If you're like me and have found that the notion of a personal god leaves you flat, have you found a spiritual place for yourself?
Is it possible that the WT has damaged you, and made it difficult for you to see the Christ of the New Testament as a loving God. The Catholic church of Luther's day, painted God much the same way as the WT paints God today. Is it possible for you to see the character of God as revealed in Jesus and not throw away the notion of a personal God.
I hope I'm not sounding all overwrought and self-pitying on this thread. I think I'm guilty of that sometimes.
I don't see that here.